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things seem so different now. even when you turn back to the same familiar faces. and continue the same routine that life puts infront of you. something has changed.
maybe its time.
maybe its me.
maybe its him.
or the others.
the music is the same.
the music has always spoken those same words
i feel so full sometimes. so amazing. life is amazing. i enjoy life alot more than i used to. i want to live it.
but other times i cant avoid what gets me. i cant avoid that seeping guilty pain. i become smuthered with the very smoke i use as a vice. but i cant get a grip of it. i try to catch it in my lungs. and it always leaves.
and at times i
i cant remember when life was actually good
I HAVE A SHIT TON TO SAY
this weekend i matured alot. i realized alot. i spent some amazing days with some one i have cared about for a long time. i saw some friends i didnt think id ever see again. i met new people. i got a tan. i feel good. im taking the initiative to getting together with people, calling them just to see how they are, and keeping my house clean. ive proved how dedicated i am to some one. and stuck with him until he no longer needed me that bad. i am trying to be more social and mature. and i feel really good right now.
it might be a bit of the euphoria from the adderall. i took 60 mgs earlier today. but they should be we
couldnt sleep
you know that saying what comes around goes around... or if you love it let it go, if it comes back, it is yours... or ignorance is doing something that hurts you, stupidity is doing it again knowing that it will hurt you...
well jake found his way back to me... i let him go and now hes back and i dont know what to make of it... i got hurt two times before but still i find my self wanting to share my life with him. i cant sleep. i cant eat. i miss him so much and i feel like ive been in denial the entire time...
i am ending the relationship between me and nick... hes just a friend... no more.
i did something immoral... something i swore i
12 is not 9
ok, so some people are at a party right now... and im at home... kinda high and a little drunk... and its ok.
today is a special day...
ITS A VERY SPECIAL BIRTHDAY!
happy /b/ day alex, katy and lauren... the shoop da whoop triplets
now alex is 17 aswell and i am not the oldest...
daniel is now even younger. hes super young
well... ed still is 16
but when he turns 17... on the 11.. well... daniel we be the ultra youngest.
oh wait. amber is seventeen too. but im still older than her
dallas' grama got hurt really bad today... his dad called me... his dads name is dave... lol.... david d davidson.
my dad is going outta town. i need to s
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