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rain by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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rain

as the rain pours over it all their bodies entertwine a filthy dirty shine that no one els excuses keep me close to you as he closes his eyes and his breathing slows i wonder what it is that the future holds keep me close to you after every breathe and sigh he looks me in the eyes and tells me with his looks hes afraid to make the same mistake just keep me close to you ive never been more comfortable they all say im going to get hurt but as the music plays our song i cant help but sing along and hope he keeps me close because i know it wont rain forever my in my mind it will forever drench our faces and hearts and lips

band-aid by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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band-aid

dirty marks on her arms and legs where band-aids hid all of her regrets. as she smoked her last cigarette she wondered if its worth the breath, is he worth it at all? teenagers kiss at food court in the mall. they think they know what love is all about, claiming the music some one els wrote as a way to express those feelings no one els knows. but they dont know what ive done for you. we make these promises to get what we want a bet where we lose our biggest mess and in the end what do i get, other than withdraws and regret? my heart is still beating. its set fire like never before. know one knows what ive done for you. apo

tell me, girl by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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tell me, girl

They ask what's really behind the eyes the ones he says are beautiful she tells them about her darkest demons how they grab her and bring her down and she sees a face so familiar and it lifts her up so fucking high better than any drug shes ever tried just remember, girl, your still held below she waits on the side of the road as the cars scream at her ignorance her vulgar words cover the intimate feeling that she shares with a broken heart and no cardboard sign could ever express it how she yearns for his happiness how long can you last, girl? you know youll just be let down and you see the train headed your way but you keep

hang a bottle from a tree by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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hang a bottle from a tree

im losing it again my mind is further away slipping through my fingers so i put it in a bottle and hang it from a tree and it bakes there in the summer days i cant even sleep any more my eyes are burned from computer screens my fingers are torn from metal strings and my joints are sore from laying in bed all day what do you do when you dont have any one to do it for? what do you do when you cant lift you head up anymore? my neck is snapped i hope its my last breathe i feel dumb and annoying but maybe im ok maybe it will go away or maybe its just a dream and i will wake from a sleep i havent had in so long just watch the

temporary by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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temporary

i feel sick i feel the darkness pulling me magnetic attractions hopelessly addicted to the sickly sweet i feel bloated with bad memories and uncanny resemblances to people i think i still love so many things are pulling me but i want to move forward disregard the distractions hold my head up high with out a neck brace so many things in my life are nothing more than temporary and i cant hide from you your still in my memories taunting me still these wounds will never heal and all i thought we had has disappeared im falling right back to where i was "dont let the eye consume" my brain is still bleeding out my sight sti

hourglass: undying heart by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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hourglass: undying heart

for as far as i could remember as far as i could think im losing everything but gaining all i need the world never mattered but all of a sudden i miss every one im not scared to die but im haunted by death and destruction forgiving isnt easy and you cant rely on anyone but through troubled waters i wade and come out desensitized the trials i have survived are nothing but sick tests the scientist gave me and i came out alive and filled with colors i refuse to express and i could say im stronger i could say ive changed a multimillion personality chosen to suffer and survive i cant die and trust me ive tried every time my he

exhale by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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exhale

for all the times i thought i failed living today like a ghost im falling faster into a hope i thought would never be there and through this grace cam a voice i cant explain the sound or poise breathing today away through each drag i found myself standing as i exhale i feel my lungs fill up im full of something i dont know what as i awake i rub my eyes only to see the sun rise for all the people ive broken i apologize but ive been broken myself for all those ive pushed away if only i could pull you closer today is a day ive found some kind of hope surrounded by the feelings of comfort apathetic looks have vanished from my

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rain by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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band-aid by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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band-aid

tell me, girl by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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tell me, girl

hang a bottle from a tree by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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hang a bottle from a tree

temporary by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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temporary

hourglass: undying heart by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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hourglass: undying heart

exhale by qwertyuiiiop, literature

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Sunset at Sea by tgcomicman, literature

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Sunset at Sea

I said Wake up son its morning The sun hasnt risen Because its now dead As the world still sleeps We steal all the ink and lead I'll paint you red She woke me from slumber And squeezed my arm Push me past my honor Left me no dignity Only the sweetest pride I'll paint you yellow I said Im sorry I know who I am I'll be the light And I'll guide the damned Take me down We may just be freinds now Though the air is gone doesnt mean I cant keep you alive I'll paint this story Words will pump your heart A new meaning moves you Painful wounds and happy starts Seem fake and ocean deep But dont forget babe This isnt the last

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Artist // Photography

British Indian Ocean Territory
Deviant for 18 years
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some may think im weird or that i overreact. but i am me, and thats who ever you want me to be

Current Residence: in a cage with a tight leash around me
deviantWEAR sizing preference: adult medium/small
Print preference: free
Favourite genre of music: alt. rock, indie, alt./death/black metal, classic rock, industrial, good music
Favourite photographer: its not the photographer or the photgraph, its the object
Favourite style of art: pop/pshyc, random cartoons, surreal and dark
Operating System: the belly of buddha
MP3 player of choice: ipod nano cause they suck
Shell of choice: macadamia
Wallpaper of choice: ducks... everywhere
Skin of choice: YOURS
Favourite cartoon character: gir, shnitzel, the cheshire cat, waffles, courage, and flapjack and bubby
Personal Quote: there is no hevean with out a hell

Favourite Visual Artist

Banksy! he is fucking awesome

Favourite Movies

im not sure anymore

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

pink floyd, deftones , radiohead

Favourite Writers

kelso and hunter s thompson

Favourite Games

mind games and russian roulette

Favourite Gaming Platform

hyrule castle

Tools of the Trade

chopsticks, hair jell, and on occasion a chainsaw.

Other Interests

anarchy, guitar, all arts

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qwertyuiiiop

Feb 12, 2011

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qwertyuiiiop

Aug 5, 2009

Devious Journal Entry

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things seem so different now. even when you turn back to the same familiar faces. and continue the same routine that life puts infront of you. something has changed. maybe its time. maybe its me. maybe its him. or the others. the music is the same. the music has always spoken those same words i feel so full sometimes. so amazing. life is amazing. i enjoy life alot more than i used to. i want to live it. but other times i cant avoid what gets me. i cant avoid that seeping guilty pain. i become smuthered with the very smoke i use as a vice. but i cant get a grip of it. i try to catch it in my lungs. and it always leaves. and at times i

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qwertyuiiiop

Jul 1, 2009

i cant remember when life was actually good

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I HAVE A SHIT TON TO SAY this weekend i matured alot. i realized alot. i spent some amazing days with some one i have cared about for a long time. i saw some friends i didnt think id ever see again. i met new people. i got a tan. i feel good. im taking the initiative to getting together with people, calling them just to see how they are, and keeping my house clean. ive proved how dedicated i am to some one. and stuck with him until he no longer needed me that bad. i am trying to be more social and mature. and i feel really good right now. it might be a bit of the euphoria from the adderall. i took 60 mgs earlier today. but they should be we